The semester is over (almost) and as soon as I hit “publish” I’m going to bed. I already slept four hours this afternoon, but feel as if I could sleep fourteen more.
Last night was weird.
I went to the store to stock up on caffeinated drinks before beginning work on my last two research papers.
People buy the strangest items late at night. I used to be a checker at Safeway, so I was already aware of this fact, but still, looking at the items of the person in front of me made me feel better about the gummy worms, Red Bull, and carrots in my own basket (I was trying to be somewhat healthy).
The person in front of me bought beef jerky, Cheez-Its, and what looked like about a gallon of white wine.
Gross.
And then there were the bugs.
I think the recent cold weather drove all six and eight legged creatures into my house. And they won’t leave.
Sitting on the couch last night, writing about Moby Dick, I saw an ant crawling up my arm. I don’t like ants. Where there is one ant, there are hundreds. I didn’t freak out though, just grabbed a Kleenex and sent him off to ant heaven.
Ten minutes later I feel something crawling on my arm again. I assume it’s another ant. It’s not. It’s a spider.
This time I do freak out. I threw my computer off my lap. Books and papers went flying. So did the spider. I still don’t know where he went.
In my nearly delirious state I couldn’t help fixating on the ant and the spider. Was the spider hunting the ant? If so, why on my person?
For the rest of the night I kept slapping at my arms and legs, certain that I could feel dozens of ants and spiders crawling up and down. It was a long night.
I’m sitting here, writing this at my dining room table because I still can’t sit on the couch. The spider could still be there.
Anyway, I went to bed at 5:30 am, grabbed an hour and half of sleep and then it was off to class.
Walking around campus today, I saw the same bleary eyed gaze reflected in the faces of my classmates. For many of us, last night wasn’t the first “all nighter” of the week.
It’s Ok, though because we made it. Now, time for sleep.